Is it considered cognitive dissonance if, for example, I don’t like this person because he’s very irritating and I’m always thinking unkind thoughts about him although I don’t show it outwardly and just try to avoid him, but then he goes and does a nice thing like send me flowers when I’m sick, causing me to feel majorly guilty and wondering if I should try to stop disliking him?
I love this song.
Her Name is Alice (soundtrack from Alice in Wonderland)
(Click for YouTube video.)
I told my singing teacher I seldom listen to music because the songs I like (usually melancholic melodies) depress me. Yet, I can’t stop playing this track over and over.
I had a conversation with myself this morning when the alarm woke me up at 10 am. (Another vain attempt to normalise my bio clock.)
“Sleepy. Wanna sleep somemore. Zzz.”
“Ooh but 10am. Can order Macs breakfast!”
“Do I feel like eating Macs breakfast today?”
“Hotcakes and sausages!”
“I think I feel more like a Big Mac and fries.”
“Ok fine go back to sleep.”
Yay! Just found Jolly Shandy Lychee (which is rarer than Peach) at Cold Storage. Love! Jolly Shandy makes me jolly! =)
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Hong Kong Disneyland Favourite Moments #4
I think Goofy is the cutest! :)
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Hong Kong Disneyland Favourite Moments #3
How can anyone visit Disneyland without trying on Mickey Mouse ears at least once? =)
Hong Kong Disneyland Favourite Moments #2
Playing in hotel bathtub with Elyxia & Minou!
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Hong Kong Disneyland Favourite Moments #1
Chicken Little dim sum for lunch! Awwwww…! =)
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5 Comments » 
wah lan… u can delete all after writing so much… 370 words ley. quite a lot
woah, read it and it’s some serious stuff.
Did you encounter a certain incident when you were young that made you dislike yourself so much (besides catching a glimpse of yourself in the mirror)? I agree everyone has emotional baggages.
Wow i really admire that you are ready to be so open and honest even if it means revealing some of the most vulnerable emotions which we normally keep buried deep down within ourselves. I’m sure you realize it yourself, but that 7 year old was probably a sweet thoughtful kid, and looking back on that moment now should only fill you with pride at how far that girl has come since then.
tvbaddict: 370 words where got much. Not even one full page. :P
tstar: :)
STUMPBO: I think it wasn’t just one incident, but just the entire childhood of being and feeling downtrodden. :P
Alex: Thanks for your comment. Well, I think you’re right. She was a sweet, thoughtful kid. But sweet and thoughtful are often overlooked and undervalued in today’s society. People don’t appreciate thoughtfulness until their life sucks and they could use some.