modchip: Well, will I ever get a chance to take revenge? :P I could remain an underdog forever.

mooiness: That’s a very nice saying, but I think it’s impossible to apply. As for putting things in perspective, I do that, too. But I do it both ways. I compare myself against others more unfortunate, and I feel blessed. But I also compare myself against others more fortunate, and I feel sucky. lol. You can’t just compare one side and pretend to ignore the other. Maybe you can, but I can’t. =(

Anyway, it’s not really about luck that I’m whining about. I’m kinda more miffed that hard work and dedication isn’t rewarded, while there are others who don’t have to lift a finger all their lives and they’re constantly showered with all the good things in life, like people born with silver spoons in their mouths.

Starstruck: Hahaha power puff girl? Anyway, I believe in silver linings because I’ve encountered them so many times in life. But still that won’t stop me from feeling depressed from time to time. It’s not that bad, because I eventually come out of it. All I have to do is bury myself into books and games. :P But thanks for your concern, really appreciate it! =)

Shelly: Hahaha. Aiyah, please don’t take my rants personally. I won’t condemn people who have children, lol. It’s more of a personal campaign to stop people from making me have children. Haha.

JayWalk: But there’s no paper to trail leh… The only paper I’ve received from this company up to today is the script for the event. Hahaha. We’re still waiting for them to give us the contract to sign, which has been promised since 3 weeks ago.

bigmac: Yeah, I think I know the realities of the harsh world more intimately than most people. But knowing that won’t stop one from feeling crushed by it. And, actually, my pursuing my dream isn’t the cause of my depressions. In fact, I was way way way more depressed during the few years when I wasn’t pursuing my dreams. Well, maybe I’m just a sad person no matter what. Hahaha.

Jason: Thanks for the encouragement. Well, I get depressed from time to time, but I just use it as an excuse to indulge in games and books. And I eventually come out of it and eventually, something will happen again to make me feel happy about life. It’s a cycle I’ve been through countless times. Sigh. But I guess that’s what makes up life. ;)

Ruok: Hmm. Well, they’d better not be Xander because their client is Microsoft. If they pull a Xander, they’ll never work again in the industry. lol.

Shingo: Thanks, mate! So I should stuff my face with chocolate banana cakes whenever I feel depressed? Hehe.

Everytime you feel like a small fly, tell yourself “It could have been worse”. Think about the countless of aspiring actresses who never even make it to the screen. At least you have, and even have some roles in local movies.

Banana and Chocolates contain stuffs that are anti-depressant by nature.

And if all these doesn’t work, there’s always the Goonfather you can take it on.

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Just gotta be careful out there. Still lots of people trying to take advantage of us.

yeah I do get fed up but until I can get another avenue for money, I am going to stay in my dead beat job. on a lighter side, cheer up, what doesn’t kill you will make u stronger..so hang in there..that rainbow will pop up again ;)

What we can do is to throw away all unhappiness after 12am. New day = New worry = No more yesterday unhappiness.

If they decide to stiff you on the pay, at least you have black and white to take them to task.