I don’t want to whine about my life.
I started blogging years back because I like writing funny stuff and I want to make people laugh.
Of course, I do talk about my career woes, but that’s just to share the gritty side of showbiz that most people outside the industry don’t get to see.
Other than that, I try to write only happy, funny things.
The sad, angry things I leave for my personal diary.
In recent times, unfortunately, it seems like someone has stolen the funnies section of my life.
But, still, I don’t want to whine.
The poem I wrote is one way to update my blog and still express myself without whining (I hope).
Forgive me if I seem distant to well-wishers. I do appreciate the concern.
I don’t like to whine and I don’t talk about my troubles because I don’t have any grand illusion that my troubles are any more important than your troubles.
Everyone has troubles. Nobody wants to hear mine. That’s my theory, anyway.
Besides, troubles are usually compounded and go way back to when one is, like, three years old. How can anyone give an accurate picture of their troubles without providing all the background? That’s why people who see psychiatrists see them for years and years. They have to start from the very beginning.
(But I don’t believe in paying money to have someone hear me yak about how sad I am two times a week, the least of which reason being that I don’t have the freaking moolah anyway. It would serve me better to just write a damn autobiography and maybe make a few dollars out of it.)
I’m trying to blot out ignore cover my eyes see no evil hear no evil fuck off the damnable ache that’s grinding in my heart grinding it down to nothing.
I want to start writing stupid, funny stuff again, regardlesss of how I feel.
Who the fuck cares lah.
Sorry for the disruption to our service. We will be back with you shortly.
And here’s a random picture from my pictures archive because too much text is boring.
Screenshot from Star Wars Galaxies
(That, by the way, is the “toaster droid” I was talking about in a previous post. It got killed by a stupid frog I was trying to kill.)